I’ve been saying for nearly two months that something feels off.
Out of alignment.
I haven’t known what it was, despite my efforts to find out.
To be honest, I am not sure that I know now.
What I am sure of, at the core of my being, is that what Paulo Coehlo wrote in The Alchemist is true:
“And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”
I know what I want.
And I am ready for it.
And walking home on Friday night, I told a friend as much.
I told her what, or rather, who, needed to leave my life,
despite the fact that I also didn’t want him to.
Upon waking up on Saturday and one phone call later, he was gone.
Someone who has been a constant in my life for the past two months, isn’t any longer, and somehow, despite the sadness, I wonder if it wasn’t the very thing causing my lack of homeostasis.
Because I know, more now than ever, how much power our minds have.
How accurate those soul-deep inclinations are.
How much power our minds have to change our lives.
And this week, I aim to
Steph’s BALANCE mantra: Sell the goat.
Steph’s Song of the Week: I Almost Do by Taylor Swift
& Don’t Miss Lin’s #VOWbalance post